suddenly there was a msg from [him] at msn. askin me why must u be so bad to me? how do i reply to such a question, u tell me? i have no freakin idea why. asked [him] why is he suddenly thinkin of her? told me that he was juz thinkin to himself. told me that i'm such a beautiful and nice person. his words, exactly. and hey.. those who really know me, will know that i'm bad at reactin to compliments. said that u dont even deserve me as a friend, whatmore a gf. the next thing he said, was that he prayed that i'll get myself a good guy one day. amen. and damn! juz like that, he made tears dropped from my eyes. shit. talk bout bein emo, huh?
and why must he be so nice towards me?
guess he's also countin down with me, for the day of my return to my home. 2 more days, home sweet home, he said. he's so happy for me. and he'll pray for me.
u have no idea how grateful i am towards [u]. really. i shall always pray that u have good health okies? if thats the least i could do for u, why not, right? thank u very very much. i'll never forget what u'd done for me. u know, i know okies? for that i am always grateful to u.
dammit. now i cant seem to stop tearin up, thinkin of [u] and her.
but hey.. can i juz say that someday, i wish i could find a man juz like u?
for my most tirin day, with u in it, i wont even feel worn out.
even at my saddest, with u around, i'll be walkin around smilin at everyone and anythin.
in my dreams u suddenly appeared, though i cant remember what happened, i know i'll always wake up with my lips curved up.
no matter. come what may. we'll always be friends, okies?
thats what we started out as.. the only difference is, friendship with me will never have an endin to it.
thank u again.
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