hey u. happy valentines day.. how awkward it had been hours ago, juz the two of us sittin on that bench. its like we were strangers, dont u agree? well, thats definitely how i felt. with my bag and ur packed food in between. in other words, a barrier between us. when david wished me happy valentines day, u asked who it was. i felt a spark of hope that maybe.. maybe.. in ur own way, u still care for me too.
but hey.. who am i tryin to kid, yeah? u went on to tellin me bout how miserable u were without havin good finance and all. u hit it right on the spot. u do know my weaknesses well, dont u? shit. this juz sucks dude. i know i shouldnt really entertain all these things anymore, but i cant help it. i have to say that i still love u. very much still. if only i didnt.. would have made things much easier.
my heart almost stopped when u told me that ur comin back home on the 17th and 18th. dammit. i pray to god that its not gonna happen. i simply couldnt look at u. or else. what i'd been wantin to do.. will go down the drain.
astaga! stress!
so. thats bout it. ciao.
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