besar kesilapanku, besar lagi kesilapanmu
hampa yang kau rasakan, hampa lagi perasaan ku
juz finished packin my stuff. not gonna leave anythin which belongs to me there. say whatever u want bout that, people. but yeah, i'm totally done with it. and hey, guess what? washed all my shoes today. haha! cant believe it, after few years of not washin any of my shoes, today i'm doin it again. if only everythin else could be washed away juz like that too, huh? if u get what i mean, that is.
hai. lost some weight yet again. damn! juz a week ago i'd been gainin some. sucks man. my sleeplessness is really takin a toll on my health, i guess. well. what can i say? i'm so used to havin someone sleep beside me. why else would i be able to sleep at dydy's? at shamu's? its coz they're sleepin beside me.
kau ingin ku menyalakan diri ini bagai lilin
dan terbakar oleh perbuatanmu
i'm gettin used to it though. fallin asleep at bout 7 or 8am, i mean. and wakin up at 3 or 5pm. its like a routine now. my breakfast would probably be ur early dinner, my lunch ur supper, my dinner.. ur very very late supper. and i've a lot of suppers in between, till i finally feel my eyelids gettin heavy. thats how much i eat. and still. my mass.. sheesh! i've got no words to say. juz finished my dinner. nasi goreng seafood with lots of chilli padi. hehe. i'm so not gonna be guilty for eatin good food. coz i'm leadin my own life again. i realized that all these while i hadnt been doin that [if u know what i mean].
kekasihku cukup engkau buat ku begini
luka ini usah engkau berdarahkan kembali
there were quite a number of jobs for me out there. received them via e-mails. i'm still confused. should i start a full time job? or should i study? i really can study. i know that. before everythin turned topsy turvy.. i'd been a gd student. hah! what a contradiction, huh? but yeah. first things first. had to regain mother's trust in me. pay off whatever bills there is to be paid. and its not little, mind u.
hey u. i've never asked for anythin from u. now. i'm askin for a little favor. juz help me out with singtel. thats all. dont ever make me get reminded of aby. please. for old time's sake. i'm willin to help u out with that, if u could help me out too.
kau cuba menyatakan aku membuat kesilapan
yang tak mungkin kau maafkan lagi
ku tak mungkin kau perlukan lagi... di sisi
hai. everythin's been said and done. thats it then, i guess. ciao.
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